brick & sailor’s Neighborhood

Most photos nicked from jeebsion.com. Go there if you want to see more. Najib memang suka edit banyak haha his style is really not my cup of tea but apa apa la kan asai ada gambaq heheh. Malaih nak upload banyak banyak.

So kakak, congrats on your wedding with Daniel. Nanti adik pi Hawaii okeh (bila ada duit berkepul kepul, that is hahaha).

Anyway, the kids, kakak and Daniel are back in Hawaii. The whole thing was very emotional at the airport. Mak was really sad. Farhan cried and then that pretty much triggered everyone to tears, including me ;( If only the expenses to go there is cheaper. Haih. I miss them already. Tapi takpa, maksu kumpui duit nanti maksu pi ziarah okeh Emir, Farhan and Ejat :D

Ok bye bye.

It's usually this time of year that I realize, wow, my birthday is literally around the corner, and then again, wow, there's another year gone. 

This sucks. 

I guess I should be optimistic, but it's hard.  I know that's dramatic, but guess what folks, I don't have THAT much to be really excited about.

I remember talking to one of my best friends at the end of 2008, and she said to me, "2009 is going to be a big year for you, I just know it." 

Surprise.  It wasn't.  I moved out with a friend, she moved, I moved back to my mom's.  I re-upped at school, again.  I guess I am that bored.  (Although, I really do want to teach.)  And I was broken up with severely, by the man I thought I was going to marry.  Wow.  Rough.

I was just talking to another of my best friends a couple weeks ago who (without knowing what the other friend said) predicted that "next year is going to be a big year for you." 

Well, shit.  I sure hope so.

*These were taken a couple of weeks ago. I was feeling quite depressed and wanted to cheer myself up. I slipped on layers of brightly colored clothes and my trusty polka dot rubber boots (which have sprung a leak somewhere on the right side). Of course if I was going to splash in the puddles outside my home, I had to bring Ruby (my camera) out to play too. I love the sound of my rubber boot slapping upon the smooth puddle surface, and the sound of the displaced water splashing on the pavement around me. It was fun until my sock started getting wet ;-(

I did it though. I got out and moved for 20 minutes or so. I went back inside, swaddled myself in fleece and thick striped socks and laid back on the couch to watch re-runs of law & order (they are always on, that and golden girls but I dont watch them, really I dont, okay maybe once in a while...)

*I wasted several weeks when I should have been making soap for christmas. Now I am rushed, I have been making a batch a day to have them cured in time for christmas. In fact a couple wont be good until two days after christmas. Ooops. Now I cant lay my head on the couch and watch the golden girls Law & Order.

I only have one more batch to go, mint will be made tomorrow. Then I can get all those pots and pans and molds and cooler and oils in the garage again. They are crowding my kitchen.

*It is so cold. Frosty mornings. I want to go take pictures, but it is so cold out there. I have not been taking very many pictures lately. I just have not felt the motivation.

*while bringing in a load of wood for the wood stove I cracked my knee on the door frame. It is so dark blue now. I cursed a blue streak (what exactly is a blue streak?). This happened two days ago and even now it is throbbing. I really smashed it. A few weeks ago I stubbed my toe on one of those strips the put in the doorways to separate carpet from wood floor or in my case wood floor from linoleum (I know it is really vinyl, but I love the word linoleum). Well I managed to stub it so hard that it bruised me under the nail, it looked like it bent the nail back. Strange thing is that I have NO idea how that could even be possible. Seriously, how does one bend a toenail back on something that cannot grab your nail? I cried a little and cursed another blue streak. This happened weeks ago and it is still a little tender.

*Mr. L said he will hook up the Wii tonight. I am excited about this.

*pandora has now played 6 Beatles songs, 4 radiohead, and 3 4 Elliott Smith in the 3 hours it has been on. Now it is playing Linus of Hollywood, I have not heard this since a trip to California to meet my friends baby. I heard the CD several times when I was there, her baby loved it. At the beginning of the trip I planned on buying the CD, near the end of the trip I knew I would not.

*I am going to make an eye appointment soon. My sight has become rather bad lately. It is time for Lavender to get glasses. I want some cool, hip, retro, cat eye style frames. I hope I can find some that fit my personality and style and face.  I also hope the three spots I have been seeing for quite some time are no big deal. one is starting to bother me when I read. I am scared.

*Just got the mail. I hate it when junk mail reads "This is NOT Junk Mail". Liar!

*I think I am going to go heat up some apple cider and cozy up on the couch and watch some golden girls Law & order. My cider addiction is out of control this year. I have gone through several gallons since halloween. It is just the tastiest coziest drink in the world this time of year. I bought myself another gallon last night at the store. It will be gone by tomorrow. I may have a problem.

I think this is hilarious, and I bought myself the shirt
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