[230]: scratched for the record
he is an ex
though we don't say this out loud
for fear of angry gods
and flying pans.
he sees the boots
the sweater
the lipstick
and knows what i'm up to.
pulls me aside
starts talking supply
and demand
don't compliment him
don't be interested
act like you're so much more
because you are,
so behave like a giant
like a snobbish king
you have a kingdom to tend to
he's just another serf
to adore you.
i can't tell if this is
SABOTAGE
so i listen with one ear
tell him this is not my first time out
and remind him
that I am a sun
brilliant
glowing
i give life to what i touch
and if you get any closer
i will burn
your fucking face off.
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